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I can't do it

Wed Mar 18, 2009, 12:41 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Moonlight Sonata- Beehtoven
  • Reading: The Legend of Sleepy Hollow
  • Watching: The clock tick
  • Drinking: water
I can't do it anymore, I just want to go home.
I hide in my room all the time and let my friends and family down.
I just want to go home, I miss my family, I miss the trees, I miss the ocean, I miss feeling like I belong somewhere.
It has finally hit me that I don't want to go to school anymore, I can't. It will all be in vain and a waste of money.
I'm sorry I keep ranting and raving, I just needed to write this down.

I'm sorry I have disappointed you all.

I'm so homesick/sick.

I try to hard to live by what Oscar Wilde said- “We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.”
Whats wrong with me?

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:iconshipwrecktragedy:
if someone like you is incapable of making something of herself, there is no hope for anyone else

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-the pirate
:iconaiwendil69:
Allow me to butcher Keats (I'm not much on poetry, but I like this one). "A thing of beauty is a joy forever, it's loveliness increases - it shall never pass into nothingness". I believe this applies to you inside and out. As a colossal dork, unfamiliar with your situation (now 4 months past)I say do what makes you happy, if your family and friends truly love you they won't be let down. There's more to life than pleasing everyone else. I now quote Forest Gump; "that's all I have to say about that"
-Aiwendil69

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